You always notice the small things
Ones that never truly mean anything
Suddenly they all evaporate
It's so much more than I can take
You were nothing but a mirage
Always telling me to push through it all
Never real
No matter how I feel
The sorrows I went through
The shadows I still push through
The darkness that never goes away
All I ever wanted... was to get back to you
Too many complications
Piling up like fall leaves
You all stand there... watching me weep
I'm sorry, it's just too much aggravation
The invisibility I feel
Isn't happiness or joy
No one hears my pain as I cry out for help
Promises that were never real
Trusts that w
Left
Right
Up or down
Forward
Back
Turn around
And check
What's down there?
I never wanted to upset you
What's the problem here?
I can't choose between my two worlds
Where do I go?
What do I say? What do I do?
I never know what to think anymore
All my choices, come with a price
So I roll my dice
And play the game
I run around in circles in my mind
I never know how to solve anything right
All I know are my flaws
So what am to do when I break a simple law?
I don't want an outbreak
I don't wanna start a war
But I know tensions are rising
Just help me, for heaven's sake
So many directions that I'm being pulled into
What do I choose?
How
You always notice the small things
Ones that never truly mean anything
Suddenly they all evaporate
It's so much more than I can take
You were nothing but a mirage
Always telling me to push through it all
Never real
No matter how I feel
The sorrows I went through
The shadows I still push through
The darkness that never goes away
All I ever wanted... was to get back to you
Too many complications
Piling up like fall leaves
You all stand there... watching me weep
I'm sorry, it's just too much aggravation
The invisibility I feel
Isn't happiness or joy
No one hears my pain as I cry out for help
Promises that were never real
Trusts that w
Left
Right
Up or down
Forward
Back
Turn around
And check
What's down there?
I never wanted to upset you
What's the problem here?
I can't choose between my two worlds
Where do I go?
What do I say? What do I do?
I never know what to think anymore
All my choices, come with a price
So I roll my dice
And play the game
I run around in circles in my mind
I never know how to solve anything right
All I know are my flaws
So what am to do when I break a simple law?
I don't want an outbreak
I don't wanna start a war
But I know tensions are rising
Just help me, for heaven's sake
So many directions that I'm being pulled into
What do I choose?
How